Derek

If you are reading this I hope all is well. We grew apart so long ago but I held on with the hope that we could find eachother again. Our story was unique, yes, but every good story must come to an end and its not always happily ever after. We shared something special that other couples wait an entire lifetime to find in eachother. I am thankful for the love and happiness we had and I am not bitter that it had to end. The fact that we are so young makes it easier because the young are resilient. I will never deny that i loved you or that i whole heartedly believed we were meant to be together. You brought sunshine into my life that i never had before and i thank you for that.

You said you wanted to die alone but I hope you did not mean that. I know you could make a woman very happy someday if you would just open your heart and mind to all the possibilities that surround you. Love is a gift no to be taken for granted. You must cherish it when you find it ,as i did, and hold on with both hands.
I will not cry over you tonight and i do not plan on crying over you in the near future. We shared a priceless connection that was severed but that is no reason to cry. I love you and I will always keep a place for you in my heart.

Maybe someday we will find eachother again, but until that day i will not regret the love we shared or the memories we made. Goodbye my love and godspeed cause he knows we all need it.