How in the hell am I supposed to live without you. I just cant do it anymore. You know you left me, you broke my heart, you did all this shit to me and i just cant let you go. Talking on the phone with you tonight just justified everything that i've thought these past couple of weeks. You're not over me and you never will be. I knwo you still love me but thats just something that you'll never tell me. i mean why else could you never give up taht stupid patch i bought you. Why is it that you have you in that hat as your profile pic and its not you and kaila anymore? What is that stupid secret that you cant tell me? i'll tell you mine.
I never stopped loving you and i never will. Even when i get married i'll still wish it was you.
I wish there was a way i could build up the courage to actually tell you this. if i ever find that courage i guess you'll know but till then i guess i have this blog that i know you'll never read.
Edward Oliver Zufall III
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